E-MOTION-O-LOGY

What are in my tears?
a mixture of water, enzymes
and about 80% of my fears?
terms of endears
have never left my mouth
beating up my heart
trying to squeeze them out.
maybe I'm trying too hard
and I have no regard
for time and space
can't get attached to just any pretty face
Poverbs 31:30 explains it quite nicely
not cold and icey
but rightly so
it's not about the cocoa
coffee cream, vanilla milkshake
it's about word, action, thought
and living life unfake.
get spiritually urbane
yet insane
to be feeling these things
remembering times with christ-like siblings
in group-like gatherings
faces lifted, encouraging
for the last
two and a half, years
that's how life's been
but emotions are improbable
full force and unstoppable
makes the future seem impossible
Ah, forget it
just leave it alone
events will happen
let it grow on its own
I'm emotion prone.